This ill-formed idea, have two major flaws that a skeptic would point out immediately, "What was before the beginning?", "What if nature of existence is actually not sequential?", and more if you give it some thought. Unfortunately, I don't have any convincing solution to them.
For me, the truth that an idea is so nonsensical or counter intuitive to begin with is a motivation to dig deeper. Its an opportunity to get face to face with sense and intuition who usually work only in the cerebral background. When something is counter intuitive, then the very question of why it is against intuition brings your intuition to spotlight, which makes you realise "most" intuitions might be accumulation of assumptions gathered from academia or society or even our own non-holistic experiences which capture only a part of the truth.
Breaking down assumptions and ego is an esoteric task, it requires a lot of patience. I am not speaking from the perspective of a master but a seeker who has reached nowhere or one who hasn't realised that there is nowhere to reach. This is a glimpse into my state of mind right now, contradicting itself and finding ecstasy in it.
But what could be more ecstatic than the process of creation itself?
I love original content,
and I intend
to bring some original content,
whenever I am contented
enough to be inventive.
This motivation might be ephemeral. But I am taking this chance whatsoever and please beware that I am not one of those resolute types who once create an idea and cling on to it for the rest of their lives. What I say now, might be the next thing I contradict, I consider that an indication of progress in the process of learning. So fasten up your belts for we are in for a rough ride. Don't expect a general standard or genre on my posts and definitely don't get dismayed when you don't see a post for a long time, since I might be finding and exploring a new passion but will eventually come back to you and rhapsodize it.